Saturday, September 25, 2004
went to catch the
Best Of Blue Concert yday thx to beat! thx again dear! -hugs- it was nice! love antony.. :) too bad yday not my b'day.. damn! haha.. oh wells.. :D
wanted to update my blog the day b4 yday but cldnt for some reason. dis is for sum1 who most prob dunno dis blog exists n wun get to read it. but still, here goes..
i dunno y but dis days there's suddenly alot of things dat remind me of u n i really dun lyk it. the other day when u came to talk to me on msn, i cldnt stop staring at ur display pic. it really made me feel v bu shuang. den after dat on monday when u saw me in sch, i dunno y u just had to catch my attention n smile at me esp since u nv did dat for such a freaking long time. i'm sorry i din smile back though i waved. i was q shocked n din really c the nid to smile back. wad's the point? i just dun feel lyk being too frenly with u anymore. anw i din even noe u were right there cos i was luking at the clock until u waved n smiled. dun do dat again pls. dun smile at me.
was watching tv the other day n sumhow the tv show remind me of u. i suddenly realised dat after we graduate, i probably will nv c u again. it made me feel v sad but i was v relieved at dat tot at the same time. during prelims when we had the same papers in the hall, i'd keep luking out for u. during the GP paper u were sitting sumwhere near n even walked right in front of my table twice. i dun really wan to c u, but when i do, i just cant stop luking, so i'd rather not c u anymore. sumtimes when i c u online, i'll feel lyk talking to u but i wun ever msg u unless u msg me 1st. but i think i'd rather we not talk anymore too. i'm just waiting for sch to end n hopefully, i'll nv ever c u again in my life after dat.
random thoughts at 6:44:00 AM
